cos when i see my whole world i see only you

2005-04-23T02:45:00.000-07:00

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2005-04-13T03:36:00.000-07:00

haven given up.

2005-04-08T06:26:00.000-07:00

don't look at me ; i have never been worse.

how sweet.

2005-04-06T03:22:00.000-07:00

When you thought I wasn't brave enough to walk beside you
I was behind you every step of the way
Still filled with awe
because of the beauty that stand before me

When you thought I was too deaf to hear your heartbeat
I didn't want to assume anything
And I was afraid to lose our friendship

When you thought I wasn't there to catch you,
It was because you never gave me the chance
You never reached the bottom,
you've already grabbed a branch

If you feel like you are nowhere,
I too am lost
I too don't know where the road is going
Are we just going to turn around,
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?

Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?
Don't let me walk alone
I want to walk by your side

Don't let me talk of something else
It's you I want to talk to
Don't let me fall for someone else
It 's you I want to fall in love with..

oh, so sweet.
<3

i was only being naive

2005-03-13T18:06:00.000-08:00

my feelings for you are not there anymore.

i was only being naive on my part. i dint picture it coming..

2005-02-09T00:45:00.000-08:00

am i the only one playing in this game for two?

2005-01-29T15:44:00.000-08:00

2005-01-14T05:19:00.000-08:00

i see you in my dreams and i want this to last forever. thanks for giving me more than i deserve and for making me the person me the person i am today.

life s been quit shit these days. there s like so much homework and where s the time to study? why do the teachers keep asking us to start studying when the amount of time we have when we come home from school is reserve for the homework?

2005-01-08T16:44:00.000-08:00

there s smth really wrong with my computer. i dunnoe what i swear. i woke up really early today. did all my homework. wanted to study but i watched tv in the end.

my life is upside down.

2004-12-25T01:36:00.000-08:00

i m so glad everything s going the right path again.

its christmas :) and i m home cos i cant go out . and i m booked on 25th december 2005 by you and i m so glad abt it ! :) honest. been missing quite alot of sleep fer breakfast fer mum and fer sis birthday present. hols are ending and i m feeling quite upset abt that.

2004-12-18T18:25:00.000-08:00

been quite busy these days :) meeting you tmr fer xmas celebration together. heh i miss hanging out with you. been so long since we last went out together ! i m tired and i m bored but i m listening to good music :)

i have a picture of you in my heart :)

2004-12-04T14:02:00.000-08:00

i dunnoe how but it was meant to be

i m sorry.

2004-11-26T16:49:00.000-08:00

i m sorry i caused you so muchh pain ;
i m sorry i caused you to runaway frm da truth ;
i m sorry i couldnt do my best to let you live better ;
i m sorry i cant let you be able to accept that fact ;
i m sorry that all da worst things are happening ;
i m sorry i couldnt heal ure wound ;
i m sorry i further lowered ure self esteem ;
i m sorry ure not like before ;
i m sorry we cant be close friends anymore ;
i m sorry you are suffering frm all da pain ;
i m sorry all i can do is apologize .

2004-11-22T11:53:00.000-08:00

i m sorry fer causing you da pain. i m sorry you are running away frm all da truth. promise me you ll live happily.

7la8bnrh

donuttiiee =)

2004-11-18T18:25:00.000-08:00

i want donut !
sudden craving =)

sweet revenge

2004-11-16T18:11:00.000-08:00

i knew it was you frm da very beginning ! Haha ! i knew it ! but its a sweet revenge anyway :)

i m lovin' it :D

sleepy yet happy

2004-11-15T17:59:00.000-08:00

i m feeling giddy. i m feeling unwell. but i m happy :) and i m not happy fer nth. yay !

caught up with gina yesterday. supposed to get present fer someone but i couldnt find anything. going out with mummy tmr to get stuff. slept fer only six hours cos i wanted to catch good stuff.

i m happy :)

what a beautiful dream (:

2004-11-13T16:41:00.000-08:00

had a pretty nice morning. dint know what i did but it just feels good. i think i smsed too muchh today . :) but doesnt matter i ll not touch my phone tmr. i m tired again. yawns (:

i thought olinda would be eliminated yesterday. was pretty surprise that its daphne cos she s quite popular even though she cant really sing. thankfully its not sly. HAHA =)

the dream is getting beautiful

falling into t h o s e memories

2004-11-12T15:43:00.000-08:00

i thought syl s performances yesterday was quite good :) ooh well. let s just watch da result show tonight. but i feel that jay chou song he did was brilliant.

met yl just an hour ago to return her da ten bucks i owe her. now i m broke. had been studying cos my mother said "you have to start studying fer ure exams next year" HAHA ! :) but i m seriously tired. i need a break :)

falling into t h o s e memories :)
i want to own them forever !

trapped

2004-11-08T14:10:00.000-08:00

i finally got rid of that useless phone and got a new one :) glad everything s alright abt da phone now.

went to school to get books. was supposed to go fer other reasons but it became very unfruitful so i thought just take it i went fer school books. yupp :) had breakfast with mummy. gina s coming over again today to do nothing.

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2004-11-06T14:22:00.000-08:00

i did nothing. my life s getting more and more boring. i cant find anything to do everyday.

watched princess diaries II on friday with those people. quite an okay show but was very fun all in all. was supposed to get presents fer people but i cant find any. so ended up walking around, having dinner and home.

i m tired and feeling sick now.
and btw, i love da fact that yesterday was that day :)

2004-11-04T18:03:00.000-08:00

today was tiring and sickening. dont want to explain . its just getting on nerves . that s all . yesterday was a happy day . thx to you . haha ! enjoyed ure company alot . thx fer giving in to me when i have a craving fer this and that :)

not going sch tmr cos i m tired. i want time fer myself suddenly . i want more bonding time with people .

i m waiting fer them to call me to let me know if tmr s confirmed. i m making plans on sunday if it is. but nevertheless i ll go whenever u people are free .

best friend

2004-11-04T17:58:00.000-08:00

i question myself today , what dont i look into someone before judging her ? 'll definately blame myself fer that very wrong judgement i made of you . thx fer showing me da good side when we first made and slowly allow ure lousy and selfish side to surface. at least now i know what kind of person are u and it gives me time to reflect on my mistake.

so sick of you!

2004-11-01T16:57:00.000-08:00

just got home. lunched out. very fun. :) love. thx fer making my day :)

day was shit. basically i just felt like something took over me and i have to scream at someone today. i couldnt help feeling that way. became better after school cos of that lovely thing :). thankyou soo muchh!

Da other day i woke up at 6am, thinking there s school and i started packing my bag and realise wth its a saturday and there s like no school ? oh wells. haha !

blame it on my poor judgement

2004-10-30T16:04:00.000-07:00

do u feel sorry fer chris when he got eliminated? i do :) even though his singing aint very good but he s still a pretty boy. poor thing that boy.

sly did well . i m beginning to realise that alot of people dont like sly. wth ? what da heck is da reason? he s a nice boy :) was so glad and relieved he was safe before da other three. dint think chris would be eliminated. thought it would be daphne cos she screwed her performances fer big band up. but too bad fer chris.

i know how that feels.

2004-10-29T18:49:00.000-07:00

do u hate it when u say hii to someone but that person just dont reply. and after a while that person ask why u dint say hi. do u ? i do . :)

2004-10-29T18:42:00.000-07:00

idiotic heartless eyelid-less horse-like gorilla -> died (or dead?) haha u dint say it clearly la you ass :)

thursday
sms my morning away. haha that berggy owes me two presents, 1 angbao and 50 easter eggs. haha you owe you owe ! =)) i m happy i m getting closer to my friend :)

today
lunch at parkway. yummay food. i bloody tried finding fer a sylvester toy but i cant find it ! wtf ? haha . my results was =/

i hate da way you try to push other s way just to get things in ure hand.

thankyou :)

2004-10-28T16:30:00.000-07:00

i wanna thankyou fer this great year you hv given me. there s so many things i know i cant forget if u ever leave. ure more than an angel to me and i thankgod fer you cos god have given me more than i deserve. thankyou soo muchh really. :)

whatever life puts you through i ll be there fer you.

not alright

2004-10-27T16:27:00.000-07:00

i m not feeling alright.
and i just heard 7 people retained ! wtf ?

2004-10-25T18:48:00.000-07:00

i just bathed so i think i m smelling good :) . LOL. yay tmr s like no school ? i m not going on weds and thurs as well so YAY there s so many to rest . i feel so tired. i got cold. snifff. as in seriously.

had lunch at da new CC near yenleng s house. serve pretty good food. da stairway look so creepy and freakish there. err yeahh really. it looked like anything will pop out anytime (quote yenleng) haha ! so i ran down da stairs and as yl walked into da CC she slammed da door behind her and made me scream . i swear i got a shock that s why i screamed. i wun want to make that stupid man stare at me k . how very embarrassing.

had prawn mee. dint want to at first but i happen to start in front of da stall with yenleng and da stallholder is her mother s fren. so i had to like buy frm there if not i feel so bad.

sch was boring as usual. and i m looking forward to good food on friday ! yummay =)) . ha talentime was a bunch of laughters. no offense really but some were really a joke. LOL !

-you are all that i ever wanted :)

yenGleng

2004-10-25T17:12:00.000-07:00

YENLENG IS LAME.
LIM BU MEI !!!
:) hahahaha ! so funny u know tanyenleng? haha !
tanYENGLENG
haha yenGleng. PLS LA ! SO FUNNY !
stop da error thx.
lim bu mei? lim shi mei ?

2004-10-25T17:11:00.000-07:00

smarties : da difference between a walnut and a nut shell ?
choc : walnut s da nut and nut shell s da shell.
smarties : then da difference between a walnut shell and a nut shell ?
choc : walnut shell is the shell of a walnut and nut shell is a shell of nut

NUT - YENLENG :) haha !
HAHA abt that anyway !

chocolate vanilla smarties =)

2004-10-24T15:05:00.000-07:00

she names herself chocolate :) haha ! and err da other one is vanilla ! haha ! smarties is soo cute ! :)

hi =)

2004-10-24T14:55:00.000-07:00

hi yenleng =)

feeling awful.

2004-10-24T02:08:00.000-07:00

i think that music is very irritating to da ear. but i cant get it out and someone is not helping me :)

you know what ? i m so bored. today was awful. i dunnoe why but my whole body feels aching and shit. i want to sleep. but i dont want to. cos sleeping is wasting time =P. haha ok whatever. there s school tmr and i m so not looking forward to it. have to wake up so early and cant sleep on da bus cos i know i might fall off da seat frm past experience :). heard there s like so many boring stuff tmr so bloody irrelevant but da school just have to oragnize it for dunnoe what reason. there s like this talk tmr i cant rmb what issit abt. ooh and i heard there s talentime tmr. ok that part of da day is not like really boring but da other parts are so going to bore me to tears. yes, that boring. i want talking time in class actually :)

hello, byebye heyhey !
soo cute :)

i m loving it =)

2004-10-23T18:23:00.000-07:00

i want that bloody thing now ! :)

2004-10-23T16:33:00.000-07:00

i dunnoe what i did . but this thing got quite screwed up at first. until june came to da rescue. ha ! once again she do those little shits fer me and ta-da its back =)

its been raining this few days. wonder if those people had fun at da camp. ha what can they do in da rain pls? ok i heard da camp was fun. fine fine i do regret not going. ha ! but staying at home was quite alright as well. fun part definitely was to learn abt what he thinks =) tsk tsk !

gina came over. -waves =). haha we were reading mag together until i came online and she walked ard da house. haha.

i know i did promise myself and you i ll never be bad or mean again but i m so sorry ! =) haha. i m soo sorry abt my reaction da other day. err u know, da "you love me, i slap you" thing? haha sorry la but that was like da first reaction i thought of when u said stuff like that. u know i felt awkward. but see ! i m apologizing to you now k. ooh and thx fer those lovely messages. but sending them in english would be a better choice, you know ? =) tsk.

ooh yes yes yes ! sly almost got eliminated ytd. he was like da last one to be safe k and i was so worried? as in singapore should vote fer talents and he is one talent so he should be like very safe isnt it ? nevertheless maia got out. but maia s performances was sexay so i dont see why she doesnt deserve a place in da competition. chris shld bloody get eliminated. long ago. really.

12.05 noon.

2004-10-22T12:05:00.000-07:00

i see myself getting very irritated when you sms someone and hoping that he/she will reply but he/she just doesnt. what da heck does he/she mean when he/she dont reply? knowing that i need a reply but just purposely dont give a damn? irritating da shit out of me. makes me feel like tearing his/her hair off .

okay nvm abt da matter.

just got home frm tm with mummy. there was no shopping at all but i saw this ooh very nice wallet again that i want to buy. i so want to get it . =) and i happen to see this really nice black skirt and i want it as well. but i m so broke now . i wanted to get it just now but mum said "i think its too short fer you" turn her head and went off. what ! i almost could get it but she just said da size part wun be alright.

ooh yes sly s performance ytd very good. ha ! got a shock when he did da screaming part fer da song but all in all great performance. i think he look nicer with dyed hair. =/ he cut hair pls? looks so guai suddenly. ha !

iseeonlyyou(=

imissyou =))

2004-10-21T18:28:00.000-07:00

now i m so free. yes i m free. got up pretty late this morning and did nothing. replied her message and did nothing again. just came online to look around and my lousy com is not functioning correctly.

da only excitement i feel in me is probably da idols later. yay ! haha i m so looking forward to sly s performances which i m sure will be good =)). it better be. ahha ! i just visited sam s blog. haha i almost couldnt figure out which is him in those pictures. =).

i m looking forward to shopping with mummy on tuesday =)). been long since we last shopped together. and it feels good to shop with money. i shop, she pays da bill. haha ! ooh do u still watch da happy fish thing? i think its getting boring. haha !

i ll see you yenleng on monday and yay we are going ure house =)) i m looking forward to use ure com ! haha thanks fer allowing me anyway. i m sure u miss me so muchh now . haha !

this is MY blog =))

2004-10-20T17:23:00.000-07:00

this is my blog. yes this mine ! =)) muchh thanks to june fer this wonderful layout. see, at least i m crediting you =) .

got all da results back. you know it, and i know it too. it sucked. badly. i calculated and i nearly failed overall. thankgoodness i dint. i wun want to retest everything. i m so sick and tired of studying. ok i m not gonna talk abt it. basically it suck so badly i m so ashamed of myself.

i regret not studying :p

tmr s da camp. and i m not going. so i got two free days at home which is really good. i m gonna slack. guess i m regretting now that i made da decision to skip this event. i saw it as boring and useless at first. but now no more. i think its gonna be fun. but attending da camp means sacrifing watchhing da idols and da champion. tmr s there s like idol. and sly better not get eliminated. i ll be so sad i wun see da point of rushing home everyday to watch it anymore. chrissypoo should bloody hell get out ! he s singing suck and he make me feel like crying fer him when he sang in da disco fever one. he cant make it fer rock and roll as well so what s da point of trying so hard to be in da idols?

i m so bored now. and i love this layout soo muchh . thx june again . =))